i'm pregnant

since i get married i gain 2 kelo's and am so upset about thta, eventhough my hasband keep telling me that i'm looking fine and i was thinking to go on diet but i thought to make the pregnancy test at home to be in the save side,
on 22/2/2006 i went to the pharmacy and bought it, and it show that am pregnant i was so worried about this result and since we were fighting he refuce to take me or let me go to make it in a hospital to be more sure>>>i didn't mention that to him.
after we fix that problem i told him that the home pregnancy test show that am pregnant and i want to be sure, he told me that he don't care if i get pregnant or not, he is so comfortable with me with children or without, and he never thought of getting married to me for this issue.
and we went to his sister Mona whos the Chief nurse in Adan Hospital, and i did the blood test till we went home we get the result nearly @ 3 pm that i'm pregnant, i have no feeling coz i wasn't prepared for that and never think of it now.
but it happend and i have to go through it ;)

the first problem

we went for lunc in his family house, it was as a celebration of our married>>> it's late but it was delaied because of our honey moon travel.
a fight happened between his sister and his son, my hasband start shouting and left with his son out, this really make me nervous and he didn't appreciate my feeling infront of all his brothers & sisters & thier famillies.
when we went back home it was nearly over 12am, i called my cousen complain to her about it, i went to the bathroom whisper to her not to let any hear me, then suddenly he open the door took the phone from me and talk to my cousen, for 2 days he sleep out in the living room & we never talk once, tell he send me sms saying that he couldn't stand this stuation any more and i have to give an explanation of my action that way.
i told him that i was disappointed of his son reaction toward him, no matter what his father did to him he was saying that his father give nothing, and it really hurt to see that.
and i ask him to forgive me of my response, but he told me that he found that i'm so sensitive to be mad and upset for a hing it doesn't relate to me.
one more thing i was suspecting that i'm pregnant - i did the pregnancy home test which it shows am pregnant- and in the same time i was decided to go on diet coz till this time i was gaining 2 kilos :(
i really was in v. bad mode, because he was mad of me but at last i told what ever i feel and hurt me, i told him we should talk and discusse every thing disturb any of us from the second party.